WISHING FOR MY HEART
I have seen many lifted by love, Countless surrounded, fed, embraced by love, But I, I am condemned by love, alienated, starved, and forgotten by love. Seated here, staring blankly, thinking, I feel so alone, It feels as if the walls are coming down, I feel crushed like ice, like twenty tons have been thrown on my soul. I close my eyes, even in fantasy I am alone. Where do I go? When I'm feeling so lost and I don't want to be found, When I'm looking and listening for that peace in my heart. But I know I'll never hear that sound. Where do I go, which way do I turn? Searching for that affection I so desperately yearn for. Fading memories of a past I'll soon forget, Isolated and alone waiting for the one not met or have I? Tears of pain run down my cheek, Wishing I was able to hold the one I seek, Tears from my heart I cry, Left out here alone, Tears I cry from the soul, Wishing for my heart.