WISHING FOR MY HEART

I have seen many lifted by love,

Countless surrounded, fed, embraced by love,

But I, I am condemned by love, alienated, starved, and forgotten by love.


Seated here, staring blankly, thinking,

I feel so alone,

It feels as if the walls are coming down,

I feel crushed like ice, like twenty tons have been thrown on my soul.


I close my eyes, even in fantasy I am alone.


Where do I go?

When I'm feeling so lost and I don't want to be found,

When I'm looking and listening for that peace in my heart.

But I know I'll never hear that sound.


Where do I go, which way do I turn?

Searching for that affection I so desperately yearn for.


Fading memories of a past I'll soon forget,

Isolated and alone waiting for the one not met or have I?


Tears of pain run down my cheek,

Wishing I was able to hold the one I seek,

Tears from my heart I cry,

Left out here alone,

Tears I cry from the soul,

Wishing for my heart.

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